I forgot I gave some cookies away on day 21. How is that for mindful giving. Sigh.
On day 22 I propagated all kinds of trouble, I am afraid. I inadvertently made all kinds of people feel bad about things, including myself. I gave in little ways all day, but none seem big enough to admit. I probably would have felt better if I made some grand gesture to people, but all I could think of was to buy Andra some crazy expensive flossers that fit under your braces (kind of self serving since I want her to have nice teeth after all the money it will take to make them straight) and I bought Valentine's presents for the girls (kind of pre-gifting).
Day 23, I did, however, give from scarcity today (one of the rules) and gave some time to my new pet charity, the Tucson Children's Museum. I got a free lunch, but it grew out of my instigating and offering help, so I committed to more time. Sometime. In the future.
On day 24, which was only Friday, but seems like a year ago, I sent a great CD to someone who won't be expecting it.
Day 25, yesterday, I was nicer than usual to my kids (at least I think so) and I gave Grace a small gift to thank her for helping me with a couple things.
I am thinking alot more about giving, but I am getting tired of tracking it, and confessing, if you will. I have 4 days left, and I will say that I am more thoughtful each day, but that in between a full time job, four dance practices, two basketball practices, a basketball game, laundry and general home maintence, daily giving is a challenge. Giving isn't hard, but doing it in a way that isn't just throwing money around (my personal over-compensation for my lack of time) is a challenge.
I will keep on giving, and keep on thinking more about people, I admit it. So, just a couple more days in gimmcik number 1 in 2010 Be Better...